Mm. [Nona is thoughtful, her eyes are heavy.] That's what everyone says. They want me to win the war against the Necromancers for them.
I don't feel powerful most of the time.
[She's not sure she wants to.
She tilts her head at Waltaquin, closing her eyes and humming in consideration. It's a paradoxical set of values, and it's one that Nona understands better than she thinks Waltaquin expects.]
I don't know what happened to my friends. I won't know, because I'll never see them again. Sometimes I can close my eyes and pretend they're fine but... [She doesn't think they are.] ...I like the people here. I like the ocean. I like that I was able to be me fully, with no expectations for who I was before that.
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I don't feel powerful most of the time.
[She's not sure she wants to.
She tilts her head at Waltaquin, closing her eyes and humming in consideration. It's a paradoxical set of values, and it's one that Nona understands better than she thinks Waltaquin expects.]
I don't know what happened to my friends. I won't know, because I'll never see them again. Sometimes I can close my eyes and pretend they're fine but... [She doesn't think they are.] ...I like the people here. I like the ocean. I like that I was able to be me fully, with no expectations for who I was before that.
I think I just want to go home. Wherever it is.
Can I ask you a favor?